Monday, 27 June 2011

LIFE: 13 years gone

As much as I complain about school, I'm going to miss it so much when I get out of here. Whether it was KDC or MSC, I'll miss it all. I already miss KDC and to think that school ends in approximately 65 days (my friend did some calculations HAHA), it's so sad. I remember in year 10 and 11 when me and my friend would count down all the days till the weekends, then the holidays, then till the end of the year. Now we're all in year 12. The final year. Now we're all counting down till end of year exams, then thats it. We have our muck up days and final formals, oh and also graduation! Then it all ends there.

Who would've thought that we would end up where we are now. Who would've thought that we've all grown up so quickly. I still remember when I entered highschool as the awkward little girl just hitting puberty. Okay, a little TMI there but we've all gone through it so don't act like you haven't. Anyway, how quickly does time fly, right?

To think that this will all end in just a few more weeks. To think that the people I see everyday now, won't be seen everyday anymore. Will I even ever see them again? Will we say hi to each other even if we do? I mean, there's just so many people that I've met and become friends with, to end it all in just a few short months seems such a waste. I don't want to lose touch with all these people, but obviously I am going to. I'm not going to hang out with so many of them ever again. Most of them - not all of them. I'll probably won't even talk to most of them. That's sad.

I've grown up so much. Not only physically, but also mentally. We all have. This is our lives. For now. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, yet. But this has been 13 years of my life (kindergarten not included) adn the thought of moving on scares me. Just a bit. The real world is out there. I'm not ready yet. I don't want to leave yet. But I do... Get me? I don't know. I'll probably end up repeating myself again, but yeah, you get me, right?

Yeah... I also couldn't find my other photos of my old school *cry. They're probably on the external... but I'm lazy at the moment.






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